Sam Smith, the British non-binary artist who rose to global fame through songs of longing and heartbreak, has arrived at a quieter and more sovereign place — not through triumph, but through the slow, costly work of surviving public life as a queer person. Their fifth album, Hazel Eyes, recorded in New York City where they relocated for love and sanctuary, marks a return to intimate songwriting and a first claim to the title of co-producer. In choosing smaller venues, emotional honesty, and a relationship over chart ambition, Smith is asking what art is actually for — and answering it, at last
Sam Smith finds peace in New York, love, and intimate songwriting on 'Hazel Eyes'
I'm singing for me, ultimately, and I'm singing to the sky
You moved to New York three years ago, and it seems like that decision unlocked something creatively. Was it the city itself, or was it really about being with Christian?
It was both, but the city gave me permission. I could walk down the street and not feel judged for how I looked, how I dressed, who I was. That sounds simple, but after years of navigating fame as a young queer person in the UK, it was profound. The relationship gave me the emotional ground to make the album, but New York gave me the air to breathe.
You talk about being "a pop ho for a long time"—and you say it affectionately. But it sounds like you were also exhausted by that role.
I was. The speed-dating of it all, working with different producers every few records, the constant chasing of the next hit—it was exhilarating and also hollow. I'd been fighting for number one on the charts since I was young. When "Unholy" finally got me there, I realized I'd been depressed the whole time I was chasing it. That's when I knew something had to change.
The album is called Hazel Eyes, after Christian's eyes. That's very direct. Weren't you worried about how personal that would feel?
I wrote the first half of "Everlasting Love" the night before I met him. The second half is about our three years together. So yes, it's personal. But I think there's power in that directness, especially as a queer artist. I'm not hiding. I'm singing a love song as a non-binary person, and that's still radical in some spaces.
You mentioned that the previous album, Gloria, created a media storm. How much of moving to New York was about escaping that, versus moving toward something?
I want to be honest about this: I moved toward something. I moved toward Christian, toward a place where I could be myself without constant scrutiny. But I also had to process a lot of pain. The transphobic rhetoric around those videos, the way my body was weaponized against me—that was real. New York didn't erase it, but it gave me distance and perspective. I could grieve and heal.
You've established the Pink House foundation. That feels like you're channeling your experience into something larger.
I had to stop waiting for history to vindicate me. People told me, "Don't worry, George Michael's legacy was rehabilitated." But that doesn't comfort me when trans people in the UK are struggling right now. I can't just sing and hope things get better. I have to work for it.
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- Years of rightwing vilification, pronoun controversies, and the pressure to perform for metrics left Smith at their most depressed and creatively paralyzed, even as their music topped global charts.
- The commercial spectacle of recent albums — elaborate staging, oversexualized videos, Grammy wins — created distance from audiences and from Smith's own artistic instincts, fracturing the room that once gathered around In the Lonely Hour.
- Relocating to New York City for love — their fiancé Christian Cowan, whose hazel eyes named the album — gave Smith the street-level freedom and queer sanctuary they had not felt in the UK, unlocking a looser, late-night creative process.
- Smith co-produced for the first time, collaborating with longtime ally Simon Aldred and recording tequila-fueled sessions with the Dap-Kings, channeling a sepia-toned blend of blues, folk, R&B, and outlaw country far from the structured pop of their recent years.
- Therapy, time, and the establishment of the Pink House LGBTQ+ foundation have shifted Smith's relationship to fame — from burden to something approaching freedom, with emotional truth now placed firmly above commercial metrics.
Sam Smith, the British non-binary artist who rose to global fame through songs of longing and heartbreak, has arrived at a quieter and more sovereign place — not through triumph, but through the slow, costly work of surviving public life as a queer person. Their fifth album, Hazel Eyes, recorded in New York City where they relocated for love and sanctuary, marks a return to intimate songwriting and a first claim to the title of co-producer. In choosing smaller venues, emotional honesty, and a relationship over chart ambition, Smith is asking what art is actually for — and answering it, at last, on their own terms.
Sam Smith joins a video call from Guadalajara under the username 'Lily of the Valley' — their birth flower — a small detail that signals everything about where they are now. They are midway through an intimate residency tour called To Be Free, supporting Hazel Eyes, their fifth album and a deliberate retreat from the gold props and costume changes of recent arena years. What Smith wants now is simpler and harder: to actually see the people in front of them.
The road here has been long and costly. Smith broke through at twenty as the voice on Disclosure's Latch, then became a global phenomenon with In the Lonely Hour in 2014. An Oscar followed. But coming out as non-binary in 2017 brought sustained attacks from conservative commentators, and the glossier pop of subsequent albums, while commercially successful, changed the texture of their audience. 'It's a completely different room,' Smith says simply.
Three years ago, they moved from the UK to New York to be with their fiancé, designer Christian Cowan — the man with hazel eyes who inspired the album's title. The city offered something Smith had not expected to feel so viscerally: the freedom to walk down a street without judgment. New York became a sanctuary, and from that safety came music — late-night sessions, tequila and the Dap-Kings at 1am, a dusky 70s palette of blues, folk, R&B, and outlaw country. It was also the first album Smith co-produced, a role they had long earned but never formally claimed.
The album returns to the intimate singer-songwriter style of their debut, but Smith resists the word 'return.' Singing 'he's mine, mine, mine' as a non-binary 34-year-old in 2026 is not the same song it would have been a decade ago. It was only after 'Unholy' finally delivered the US number one Smith had long chased — and the Grammy, and the conservative condemnation — that they felt free to stop chasing. 'I felt like I'd been fighting for that song for a long time,' they say. Once it arrived, the fight lost its grip.
What followed was a reckoning with what the chase had cost. Smith describes years of depression, of withdrawing from fan interaction, of feeling they were upsetting people simply by existing publicly as themselves. Therapy and time have slowly shifted that. They have found, they say, the genuine joy of meeting people again. They have also found a lineage — not in Elton John or Freddie Mercury, but in the artist Anohni, who helped Smith understand what it means to move through the world as a femme queer artist on a global stage, a path with few precedents and no easy map.
Two years ago, Smith founded the Pink House foundation to support LGBTQ+ communities. And at Julius', a historic gay bar in New York's West Village, photographs of Smith now hang on the walls. 'If I could be part of the legacy of Julius',' they say, 'that's a legacy I'm proud to be a part of.' With Hazel Eyes, Smith is singing for themselves and to the sky — and finding, in that act, not a narrowing but an opening.
Sam Smith logs into a video call from Guadalajara, Mexico, with the username "Lily of the Valley"—their birth flower, a small gesture that sets the tone for what they want to discuss. They're in the middle of a six-city residency tour called To Be Free, supporting their fifth album, Hazel Eyes, a deliberate step away from the arena spectacle that defined their recent years. Gone are the gold props and seven costume changes. What Smith is after now is something simpler and harder to achieve: the ability to actually see the people in front of them.
It's a marked shift for an artist who broke through at twenty as the featured voice on Disclosure's 2012 hit Latch, then exploded with their 2014 debut In the Lonely Hour, which gave the world "Stay With Me" and established them as a soulful chart-topper with an almost dangerous gift for songs about heartbreak. An Oscar followed in 2015 for the Spectre theme. But the years since have been complicated. Since coming out as non-binary in 2017, Smith has faced sustained attacks from conservative commentators. The glossier pop sound of their subsequent albums remained commercially successful, yet something had shifted in the room around them. "There's some wonderful people that have stayed," Smith says, "but it's a completely different room than it was with In the Lonely Hour."
Three years ago, Smith made a decision that would reshape everything: they moved from the UK to New York to be with their fiancé, designer Christian Cowan, who has hazel eyes—the inspiration for the album's title. The move was not a retreat. "When I got here and was able to walk in the street and feel no judgment, I realised that I was very happy to have found a sanctuary in New York City as a queer person," they explain. The previous album, Gloria, had sparked controversy; the videos for "Unholy" and "I'm Not Here to Make Friends" were accused of being oversexualized, with rhetoric that felt transphobic to many. But Smith had moved for positive reasons, not to escape. They were looking for safety and comfort in music, something that could capture the feeling of falling deeply in love.
For Hazel Eyes, Smith worked with Simon Aldred, a collaborator from their debut who had long urged them toward more intimate songwriting. It became their first album as co-producer—a role Smith had never claimed before, despite being hands-on with their music for years. "I've realised that I'm not just a singer and a songwriter, I'm an artist," they say. The process was looser than anything they'd done before. Instead of the structured, sober writing rooms of their past—the ones that operated between 10am and 5pm—Hazel Eyes emerged from late-night sessions, including tequila-fueled collaborations with the Dap-Kings at 1am. "It just felt so freeing, what music's about," Smith reflects. The album channels a dusky 70s blend of blues, folk, R&B, and outlaw country, with Smith setting a deliberate color palette—a brown, sepia filter—that every song had to honor.
The album marks a return to the singer-songwriter style of their debut, but Smith doesn't see it as repetition. On a track like "My Guy," the lyric is deliberately simple: "He's mine, mine, mine, he's my guy." But Smith is singing it as a non-binary 34-year-old in 2026, a lens through which that traditional sentiment becomes something entirely new. It was only after the global success of "Unholy" in 2023—a song that topped the US charts, won a Grammy, and earned Smith condemnation from conservatives—that they felt free to return to this classic sound. For years, Smith had wanted to reach number one in America; "Stay With Me" had peaked at number two. When "Unholy" finally got them there, something shifted. "I felt like I'd been fighting for that song for a long time," they say.
But the chase for chart dominance had taken a toll. Smith describes themselves as having been at their "most depressed or creatively stunted" during that period. With Hazel Eyes, they wanted to prioritize emotional truth over commercial metrics, over hooks, over the constant pressure to perform for metrics. This created friction with their label—Smith had to insist on keeping the business out of the music. The shift reflects a hard-won understanding of what fame has cost them. Coming out as a young queer artist in their twenties, navigating pronouns changes publicly, building a career while facing sustained vilification—it all accumulated into something that felt, at times, unbearable. For several years starting at twenty-seven, Smith withdrew from the constant selfie-taking, the fan interaction that is a huge part of the job. It gave them privacy but deepened their depression; they felt they were upsetting people every day.
Therapy and time have shifted that calculus. "I actually have started to find the happiness and the joy of meeting people," Smith says now. "I'm a healthy person right now, so I'm able to juggle more." They've also become more protective of their narrative, more willing to claim their achievements without apology. Their sales and streaming figures place them in the echelon of Elton John and Freddie Mercury as queer pop success stories, though Smith is cautious about that comparison. They've found deeper kinship with the artist Anohni, who helped them understand their own lineage as a femme queer artist—a different trajectory than the male icons who came before. "What I've experienced as a queer femme artist on the global pop stage, I don't think there's others that I can compare my career to," they say. "I've learned to see that as a strength."
Two years ago, Smith established the Pink House foundation to support the LGBTQ+ community, a way to focus on the realities of situations and hope for a better future rather than solely on their own legacy. There's at least one tangible tribute to their life in New York: Julius', a gay bar in the West Village with a history of community and rebellion, has photos of Smith on its walls—one by fashion photographer Alasdair McLellan, another of Smith performing with Alicia Keys at a tenth-anniversary celebration of In the Lonely Hour. "If I could be part of the legacy of Julius', that's a legacy I'm proud to be a part of," Smith says, beaming. With Hazel Eyes, they're singing for themselves ultimately, singing to the sky and whoever hears it. The audience will be in flux, as it always is for a political artist, whether they want to be one or not. But that's become, for Smith, not a burden but a freedom.
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When I got here and was able to walk in the street and feel no judgment, I realised that I was very happy to have found a sanctuary in New York City as a queer person.— Sam Smith
I've realised that I'm not just a singer and a songwriter, I'm an artist.— Sam Smith, on co-producing Hazel Eyes